Do you know how much I want you? A longing that pulls my soul in your direction, like a river rushing, yearning to be part of the sea.
Do you know how much I burn for you? A never ceasing raging flame that scorches my heart and burns my hands when I battle to put them out?
Do you know how much I struggle? With a heart that is swollen and sore with how much I hold back just to be able to hang on.
Do you know how much I fear? Risking exposing my hidden truths at the risk of pushing you away.
Do you know how much I long? To know the truths inside of you.
Do you know how much it hurts? To choose not to fight, but take you, us, as we are, and let go of the fantasy that lives and breaths in my mind as a life of it's own.
Do you know I'm trying to let go? Can you feel it? Do you care?
Does it matter?
It is so funny (or not) that you and I have some similar feelings for certain men in our lives.
ReplyDeleteI just made a pact with my girlfriends to stop the insanity on our parts. It didn't require a blood oath or anything (hey, we aren't 13, lol).
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(For some reason, I can never log in as Bubbles to make a comment, grr)
OMG! I just realized I have COMMENTS! People are actually commenting on my blogs. How funny how I never even considered checking...
ReplyDeleteAbsolutely I'll get in on that one. Is there like a manual? (Please God let there be a "for Dummies" guide to this somewhere!)